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Name: Nicholas
Country: United States
State: Tennessee
Metro: Nashville
Birthday: 4/22/1989
Gender: Male
Interests: Programming, Flight, tearing things apart,Band,
composing,website design, pyrotechnics, havoc,
explosives, directing, myth, lore, psychology,
3D modeling
Expertise: 3D modeling, Composing, Technical Demos,
emulation programming,tearing thing apart,
causing havoc, space ship design
Occupation: Student
Industry: Engineering
Message: message meEmail: email me
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AIM:  TwilightToriryu
MSN: torizo@gmail.com
ICQ:  211984641
Yahoo:  TwilightToriryu
Jabber: Torizo@jabber.org
Member Since:
6/9/2005
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| Hey, first time I've actually hit the send button after finishing a post since september....
Anyways, I have a lot to add but too little time to write it all....I hope to be able to write it all on saturday now that my life has settled down some...I need sleep, however... good'nite
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| Yamerarenai, Yamerarenai!
Too much tenchi! I just can't stop!
Anyway, I've been doing real well in school and all, chorus has
been.... interesting... *chuckles*. It's, of course , labor day weekend
...
Band has been great. Alex is starting to join us now, and things
went from fun to awesome... mainly... I didn't have money to buy dinner
Friday, and Alex suggested I sell a band card and use the money from
it... I pitch to about 20 people before giving the card back to Alex
and him selling it immediately afterwards. He has a cell now... WEE...
but the singing, cheers, and stupid announcements make stuff like that
worthwhile. The greatest thing about band, though is how much stronger
it makes me, in more ways than one.The physical endurance boost is
nice, and how much strength I'm gained in my upper body by just
practicing conducting is astounding. But my self-induced timidity is
slow staring to wear off, and my fear of my full abilities is wavering.
I'm staring to evolve again, and hopefully for the better...
Just 3 more days till the symphony on Wednesday. I can't wait! I
wish Patrick Stewart was still narrating, but Leonard Nimoy is good
too...Atleast it's not William Shatner...
I'll soon make a move towards Sara, but I'm not sure , in part,
what I should do, but primarily when I should time my move...There's
the Symphony, then her birthday coming up later this month. Kristein
suggested I write Sara a love letter and give it to her the day before
her birthday. Considering how much esteem Sara holds Kristein in, she's
probally right, but come on, a love letter, how cliched is that...
there has to some twist I could put on it....
Anyways, before I end... Constantine is an AWESOME movie... If
you haven't seen it... GET IT... go drive to Wal-Mart and buy it now, I
command thee.(I'm not even religous and I love it... go figure...). And
also to note, Panzer Dragoon is the best damn shooter series of all
time, and we need a another damn sequel...This it needs NOT to be a
XBOX exclusive...
Well....
See you later, Space cowboy.
(s and girls ;P)
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| LOL... the game was fun :P (Alex, you missed some funny
things, like the NC-17 shadow puppet show..)....Ackk.. I gotta go, I'll
finish this if I remember it.
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| I hate gut feelings...they always turn out to be true in my case....
Last night, I was awake all night as I had a feeling like I was
stuck in a big area worrying half to death about something.. I was up
worrying about that worry (how cheesy does that sound?) all night...
Well, today Sara was out due to illness, and I spent most of the
day acting overly cheery to keep from breaking down to a worry-wort of
gigantic proportions. As a matter of fact, someone came up to me and
said I was overly-cheery in the hall and I just had to stand there for
a second to keep from bawling.... I'm pretty pathetic aren't I... I
called after school, but she couldn't come to the phone.
I hate that no matter how I try, I just can't keep my emotions in
check, even when logic says overwise. I keep trying over and over, with
more tenacity every time, but I just can't supress them. All I've
managed to do is hold back the worst part of it.... the anger... When
that takes control, I become no more than a beast, unleashing my
indignation upon anything in the vicinity, friend or foe.
Anyways, just because of that, I'm stepping up my training; I can't
stay so weak. I've been working my ass off and I still can't control
myself. How in hell can I control anyone else if I can't even control
myself...Anyways, I going to do pushups until I can't move anymore....
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| Ouch... I haven't posted in forever and a day, thanks to my sister
being on MY computer all the time... I'm going to password my computer
as soon as this is finished. Maybe even BIOS password it ;).
Anyways school has been better. Marketing sucks; 'nuff said. Latin is
fun, but It hasn't been hard yet... but 3/4 of the class can't
conjugate a verb... how sad... Biology has been fun ;). Ms. Reinblatt
isn't your copy from the book teacher :P,and to make things better, I
got Allen, Alex, Matt, and Sara all in that class :) Band and chorus
are both turning out quite well, but only two days at Choir a week, and
not being able to take our music home is a pain...
I recent spent $70 dollars on two symphony tickets, but I still
had plenty of money left over, I got Tales of Symphona and Megaman X8
for $20 a piece. And to think, I was worrying whether I had enough all
through out the summer ...
If any of you remember my resolutions a while back, I'm still
holding firm to them. I've gotton quite a bit stronger, and I'm on my
way out of my proverbial shell, and I even started doing my homework
;)( amazing, I know.). I also must note I think Shake-and-Bake is gonna
hate me in a bit.. I slept through half of his class today ... Sweet..
Anyways, that's all for today... Donald, you might have to call
me for the FFXII info, as I'll probally never get to post it...
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